WHAT IS THIS? SIR, NOTHING IS WORKING - THANKING GOD FOR TEARS MIGHT DO IT

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It started with an innocent mail. I get lot of emails every day. This was different. Yes, it was different. I don't know where it will end. The story is still in the making but since God is timeless – I know He will do it. I am positive she will end well. I prayed with her. The prayer seems to be bouncing back. After a while I got a confirmation that Heaven is doing something. That mercy will speak. I am willing to stick out my neck. That God is real. That there is grace. That there is a reason for a season. That irrespective of the way it is now, there is hope. That even though life has dealt with us very hard, we have confidence in Him and remain steadfast in Him.

When she walked in, I was not prepared for what I heard. She is a 33 year old young woman. She wrote in her mail "I need to see you because it seems I am losing my faith". Here she is in front of me. She started by accusing God for being unfaithful. She has been in faith for a long time. As at now, everything has failed and still failing. Her father whom she is very close to died. She can  forgive the death but she can't let go of the fact that he died in pains. He died with pain associated with end time degenerative disease. How can such a "Holy man" die in pain? I don't know! Sincerely I don't know. Her relationships failed repeatedly. How can a woman who truly loves God experience such series of disasters? Truly I don't know. I don't have a one-park answer.

WHAT IS THIS? WHAT I LEARNT IN 2010! (TEXT AND PICTURES)

2010 - THE  YEAR OF UNCOMMON JOY AND REJOICING

Every year teaches different things. Every  year has its own peculiarity. I had been thinking of what I will share to wrap an awesome year like 2010. This morning, I woke up quite early even though I slept very late. I woke up with a bang - sharp and refreshed. In 2010, I found hope again. I found direction. I found inspiration. I saw and I walked in the path of wisdom. I met some and left some. I fell and I rose. Indeed, life is full of seasons. It is written

“Ecc 3:1  To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:”

The currency we all have is time. It is the currency of the poor. It is the currency of the rich. Apart from life itself, I feel it’s the only thing that all are given equally and you can’t buy more or less of it. You cannot bribe or “settle” to get more of it.  It cannot be reduced or increased but it can be traded for shame or honor. It can be used well or abused. Time can be raped until it’s irrecoverably devalued.

2010-  THE YEAR OF THE YOUTHS!!!!