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It started with an innocent mail. I get lot of emails every day. This was different. Yes, it was different. I don't know where it will end. The story is still in the making but since God is timeless – I know He will do it. I am positive she will end well. I prayed with her. The prayer seems to be bouncing back. After a while I got a confirmation that Heaven is doing something. That mercy will speak. I am willing to stick out my neck. That God is real. That there is grace. That there is a reason for a season. That irrespective of the way it is now, there is hope. That even though life has dealt with us very hard, we have confidence in Him and remain steadfast in Him.
When she walked in, I was not prepared for what I heard. She is a 33 year old young woman. She wrote in her mail "I need to see you because it seems I am losing my faith". Here she is in front of me. She started by accusing God for being unfaithful. She has been in faith for a long time. As at now, everything has failed and still failing. Her father whom she is very close to died. She can forgive the death but she can't let go of the fact that he died in pains. He died with pain associated with end time degenerative disease. How can such a "Holy man" die in pain? I don't know! Sincerely I don't know. Her relationships failed repeatedly. How can a woman who truly loves God experience such series of disasters? Truly I don't know. I don't have a one-park answer.
When she walked in, I was not prepared for what I heard. She is a 33 year old young woman. She wrote in her mail "I need to see you because it seems I am losing my faith". Here she is in front of me. She started by accusing God for being unfaithful. She has been in faith for a long time. As at now, everything has failed and still failing. Her father whom she is very close to died. She can forgive the death but she can't let go of the fact that he died in pains. He died with pain associated with end time degenerative disease. How can such a "Holy man" die in pain? I don't know! Sincerely I don't know. Her relationships failed repeatedly. How can a woman who truly loves God experience such series of disasters? Truly I don't know. I don't have a one-park answer.
